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It's so humid and hot that I keep staring at this with nothing to say. I've been juicing a lot. Strawberries and carrot juice is particularly good. Then there's the carrot, celery, apple, lemon, beet juice. I try to make a fresh glass of something a few times a week.

The spring season welcomes altered states.

Sweet little ditty from my old friend Anne! A nice visit tonight. It's been a long long time since we've seen one another ...I don't like maple anymore. The rest is pretty much the same. Funny how time can give perspective on the little things.

Every AM, January 2008.

Bumper cars should be set up at all workplaces. Perhaps it would ease some of the stress when payroll companies choose to close the door without notice. ...(ahem Axium payroll anyone?) My family is riding in these cars on this particular day. It was great to see them! I live too far away and miss them all very much.

Reality is just a group hunch. I think I heard that from Lily Tomlin.

I've been missing this. Posting stuff. Been working a lot and watching some movies in between sleep and general functioning. I watched a doc on Bukowski recently and his notion of dismissing some rule-sets was inspiring to me....not his vices, but his commitment to his own way of thinking. I admire people who take risks with their own voice. Those voices are what keeps my professional work interesting and my own unwork alive. I miss this. I miss you. I need to keep this little simple sketchpad going to keep my own little voice alive. Practice. That's what keeps it interesting.

I want to fly like this. I often wonder if I brought them a cup of coffee...if they'd let me go up there...hang myself up onto a hanger and go...but then I watch the single dresses get caught like that last one and it doesn't seem so appealing. Still. I want to.

When us and them collide with ourselves...

And what I do.

I had the camera hidden during this morning commute. The ultimate recording came on.

It's good to get out of my contrived edit space and see the world once in awhile.

Gaining perspective from complete strangers is not something to underestimate. Again, I am using this surveillance camera on this commute and I am curious about how, when I put it on at first, I felt as though I was armed with a weapon of sorts, but as I started to use it, it became less like a tool and more like I was able to reach further than I could've imagined.

I've never been so totally unclear/clear in my life. Just be. Yep.

My pasta led me to realize how relationships can be so very complicated.