You are a Judas to the greats like Kellar and Robert Houdin who spent their life mastering these apparatus and keeping the belief in magic and all things mysterious alive.
You are not a magician, you however sadly are a person who does magic for kids birthday parties and have become bitter and are now exposing secrets that harm all of us. Please remember that you obtained a secret and used it well it seems. It will no longer be quite as special since you posted it on this site for alot of people. Get some self respect.